Dear friend:

I finally discovered why I cannt let go... is because everything was my fault, I did something terrible and cannt forgive myself about that... that`s why I can not let you go, my mistake is so huge that has become a ghost in my lugagge. I decide to drop my look alike & private Joseph Batie and to be all by myself in the city, I think I need to cry, return home, hug my brother and find some peace in my soul.

In this very moment I need a friend by my side... colud I go to your flat and hug you... please... I promise I won´t tell anyone...